Afraid

I am afraid of what will never be,
As I see you, as you see me...
And nothing happens 'till the end -
No kiss, no love, no curtain bend.

I am afraid of love to find,
To let it come, to feel behind...
A soul, a smile, the mistletoe -
To feel the love and let her go.

I let all go, it is my curse,
I hope will end with a rebirth;
I want, I want something to feel -
I want all that I love as real.

Reality, too many I -
From I to why, from eye to eye...
I'm just a child getting so old -
Sooner white and later bald.

I have a dream - I'll learn to love,
I need just time, bless from above...
I am afraid, all has an end -
I'm waiting for the soul that's meant.